A friendly deceit – To The Guluge Siddha

Something I wrote when I was in college, and yes, it was to someone. I removed the last part from the original since it was a bit too preposterous.

Why do I feel that you are a hider?
when I try to think about you.
why are you being so much unreal,
why cant u let me through?

You lie at times, you hide at times,
simple is what you make me feel about you.
But don’t you feel you’re being a deception?
for the real one inside you.

Nothing confounds me like my thoughts
when I let it flow through you.
Coz you may demur about what we say you are
but my thoughts aren’t there to fall for you.

My thoughts bring me back a paradox
to add to the pain I’m going through.
I wonder are you the only one
or its just everyone are like you.

It doesn’t matter, really,
that “Ha! why the hell do I care”
but it’s not that easy
coz trust is what I want us to share.

Its just I want to know the reason
for you not being fair.
Is it you being jealous?
Or is it fear that you cant dare?

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